Bountiful Harvest

Have you been in the situation, that you want to change or do something, but you are too lazy or scared to do it? 

So you´re pushing it away as long as you can, always feeling guilty?

 Well, after conquering your weaker self, you finally get started and most often you´re proud of yourself afterwards.

 It doesn´t matter if it´s something simple like tidying up your room and be happy about how nice it looks afterwards, or something bigger like a big task you´ve mastered. 

The feeling afterwards is full of exhilaration, that you could sing and dance all day

 Maybe some of you have read at DeviantArt, that I was toying with the idea to change my job. 

Because of long opening hours and weekend work, Franka and I don´t have much freetime together. 

So, after long conversations in my head, I was finally writing an application and promptly got a very good job offer.  

 It´s in a fashion store again and it´s directly next to the gym I´m working at. So I still can go to work via my bike ^___^

 I´m looking forward to it, even if I´m also very sad to leave my colleagues and the costumers at the gym. 

They´re all so kind and nice <3 

But I´m sure I´ll visit them very often. 

COFFEE BREAK!! *_*

 

 

Franka also has to face something big and she´s very nervous about it. 

The next Musical of the Anime/Manga Showgroup Tsuki no Senshi is planning the new Show for 2014 and the casting for it will take place this weekend. 

She´s learning lines and keeps mumbling and is in thoughts all the time. 

I´m glad I´m taking a time out after Hetalia, because I would have been taking place in a casting as well and I don´t miss the jitters before it xD

Even though it will be weird, not being a part of the new play after 13 years.

I´m sure Franka will be outstanding and I´m keeping my fingers crossed for her <3

 Are you also facing something you´re worried of or are too lazy to do it?

What is it? I´m sure you will master it :D 

You´re getting many good thoughts and the best wishes from me. 

Believe in yourself and give your best! 

Red and Gold

Even if it rains a lot and it´s getting colder and darker, I kinda like fall. 

The light is golden and the tree´s are turning into hundreds of colours and air is fresh and clear.

Franka and I have been in a nature park, because it was such a sunny and warm day.

We have been so at ease :)

It´s the best thing to do to come down from a hard workweek 

 

The weather report here in munich forecasts snow tomorrow.

Brrrrrrr!!! 

Fall? Okay! Winter? Okay as well, but NOW?? 

Please no! 

It will be cold long enough  and it´s still too early to start baking christmas cookies.

And I haven´t made me a kite!! I need to do one and let it fly! 

And collect chestnuts!

So winter, my nice friend, please stay away a little longer, okay?

Fall Collection started ^_-

Fall is my official shopping season. I so love knitted scarfs and hats and leggings / tights.

Especially in combination with a cute dress, skirt or nice shorts. Since a few weeks, I´m addicted to online shops.

Especially 

http://www.sammydress.com/

Banggood.com

http://www.hm.com/de/
















 http://www.flaunt.com/

I´m still waiting for a parcel from Sammydress and one from banggood. 

Do you also sometimes order nice things from onlineshops? I love unpacking the goods *///* It´s like birthday or christmas

Winter´s coming

Or.. at least fall ^^;

It´s getting so cold here and it rains every day. I´m already wearing my coat and I already bought new woolen tights.

I love each season and it´s the time of red and golden leafs and it´s very beautiful, but I don´t like the cold and the long nights. 

For those of you, who wants to see a summer evening again, I have a few pictures:

     I love the atmosphere in these photos <3 We had to hurry a lot to not miss the sun entirely. Lucky us, we had a reflector with us ^^ 

 Heidi is a very good friend of us and I love her humour. We spend a lot of time together and her cooking skills are outstanding *///.///*

We ordered a few clothes from sammydress and now we´re very excited and can´t for them to arrive!!! 

 Maybe we can show you a few more "out of cosplay"-pitures soon. And hopefully again with Heidi and her girlfriend Helena <3

 

I can´t decide what style I want to have >_<  I love cozy casual style, but I also love cute dresses and sweet prints. My wardrobe is a mess, because there are too many different clothes inside and I still wear every single piece of it ^^;; But maybe I should start sorting out a bit. 

What´s your style?

Tell me, or better show me <3

Melancholia

Do you know the feeling, when you´re listening to a song, or notice a familiar scent for example and from one moment to another, you´re sad and happy at the same time? 

When milions of memories are kind of exploding in your head and you can feel and relive the memory of something with your whole body again.

I´m a very sentimental person and sometimes such a situation hits me very hard and I´m like a crying 6 year old who needs a teddybear xD

 It doesn´t even matter if it´s a good memory or a bad one. 

This time, I cried myself half dead, because of Kingdom Hearts >///< 

I finally got my copy of 1.5 Remix and it felt like 8 years ago, playing it for the first time, watching the opening for the first time and drown in melancholia. Of course I´ve played it a lot since back then and I know it completely by heart, but the new restoration to HD and watching it on a huge TV screen instead of a very small old tube television is doing a big job.

Did you know, that I started playing the game, just because our Musicalgroup planned to do a Kingdom Hearts musical?

And it wasn´t even planned, that I would be playing Sora. My part would have been Kairi. 

Crazy!! Isn´t it?? 

 But the guy who should have been playing Sora left our troupe, so our leaders decided to put me in his place. 

My sister stepped in as Kairi and first I was like 

"Oh boy!!! Look at that hair... LOOK AT THOSE SHOES!!! What the hell????" 

But because Sora is the most perfect idiot in the world and has such a good heart and is always happy, I fell in love with him. 

Of course I did. 

He´s such a sunshine and his facial expressions are hilarious ^o^

Playing him on stage goes through and through and fulfills me with happiness and courage.

He will always be the biggest role of my life and I´m happy, that we did more than one Musical of that game series. 

So, after I successfully wandered offtopic, I want to end this entry with a huge:

Thank you so so much for reading my blog!!

And of yourse, for following me on various pages and for all your kind comments and notes.

If you have any question or want me to write about something specific, feel free to contact me or comment ^__^ 

Thank you, dear friends. I´m happy you´re a part of my life

Roots

Hello Friends!! 

After a long working day, Franka and I did a little stroll through the green forrest next to our flat.

We´re living a little outside of the munich center and there are many fields and woods. *_*

I need the nature a lot, because I raised up in a very small town which is more like a village.

A morning without birds singing in front of my window feels kinda weird.

I love the scent of moss and resin and I´m totally at peace when I´m in a forrest.

Oui oui Monsieur!! Moustache Love!! <3

I love hugging trees, cling my face to the crust and just listen to the sounds around me.

Have you ever hugged a tree?


I think, it makes very happy ^_^

You should try it









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Transmission towers are a piece of home to me

There´s one next to the house of my parents and I always wondered, why the birds can sit on the wirings, without anything harming them, when I was a child.

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Outfir H&M // Boots New Yorker

Letting go

 Dear Grandma,

I want to say thank you!

 And I´m sending you all my Love and Dreams and I hope you´re on a great place now. 

Together with your husband, brothers, your sister and your daughter.

 I will never forget you and keep the memories as treasures in my heart. Forever and ever

My favourite ones are the days around christmas when I was 7 or 8. You, me and my sister where decorating the christmas tree. We had warm wafers and played monopoly afterwards.

 <3

I will miss you very much, but I´m also happy, that you finally found peace.

 The last years haven´t been easy for you und you tried to get away from the pain of loosing your daughter with forgetting everything and everyone. 

And now you´ve just fallen asleep.

Good bye Grandma. I love you